5w's

I am beginning this blog because I am taking the advice of a friend and starting to journal again. In the days following the end of my marriage I began writing to preserve sanity. The first journal was 100 pages of " why, why, I 'm sorry I'm not worth loving..." The next two were abount beating myself up some more and trying to find a landing place. The bits in between illustrate what it's like to be a pinball. I wonder what this will become??

Here is the current state of the dis-union. I emailed my spouse and stated that we need to make the end of our marriage official. He responded by saying we should do that ASAP (why is he in such a hurry all of a sudden, jerkbutt) I also got my LSAT score back and it was sort of sub-par 160. So now I need to get letters of recommendation, my GPA fixed, write an application essay, decide where to apply. All this at the urging of the same friend, Rich. But he's always right about me. I think he understands my particular mental state better than most.
Also, I want to move. I live in the ghetto but my place is nice and also cheap. I have a dog and want to get a short term lease. I already told my landlord I'd be out in November. I'm stressing big time.

that's it as I need to sleep. Hello & thanks for looking into my bonus round antics.